Elegy from Spenser

When first before my youthful eyes,
I saw the form of Damon move,
I gazed upon him with suprise,
But not one thought had I of love.

My soul grew fond of fancies vain,
Tetchy and froward, nought could please;
Yet knew I not what gave me pain,
Nor thought it love, but some disease.

Soon as the beauty of the sky
Night had defaced with pallid hue,
Striving to sleep I down should lie,
But sleep away far from me flew.

Instead thereof sad sighs and fears
About me cruel watch maintain'd,
Forth gush'd th' involuntary tears,
And Sorrow then triumphant reign'd.

If any drop of slumb'ring rest
Into my weary soul distill'd,
What frightful dreams would then infest!
What horror through my bosom thrill'd!

Then up I from my bed should start,
And all my former grief renew,
Think on that image in my heart,
And all its heavenly charms review.

All night a stranger to repose,
To ease a stranger all the day,
No sports, no company I chose,
To Solitude a willing prey.

Thus cared I not abroad to spread
Youth's plant, when in its fairest prime,
But let it all neglected, shed
Both fruit and flower before its time.

Alas, should this be love, I cried!
Too late the fatal cause I found,
In vain each lenient art I tried,
Too deep had pierced the rankling wound.

Nor other cure had I for grief,
But my hard fortune to deplore,
To languish like the fallen leaf,
And feed with plaints th' impoison'd sore.

Thus t'ward the silent grave I paced,
Thus by degrees decay'd my frame,
Till by the long and lingering waste,
I like a pined ghost became.