Religion

The Volunteer

by Ivor Gurney 1890–1937

From War's Embers, and Other Verses (1919)

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I would test God’s purposes:
I will go up and see
What fate He’ll give, what destiny
His hand holds for me.

For God is very secret,
Slow-smiles, but does not say
A word that will foreshadow
Shape of the coming day.

Curious am I, curious ...
And since He will not tell
I’ll prove Him, go up against
The naked mouth of Hell.

And what hereafter--Heaven?
Or Blighty? O if it were ...
Mere agony, mere pain the price
Of the returning there.

Or--nothing! Days in mud
And slush, then other days ...
Aie me! “Are they not all
The seas of God”; God’s Ways?

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A soldier decides to go up against 'the naked mouth of Hell' simply to learn what God has in store for him, since God 'will not tell'. It ends with the Psalmist's question whether all this is not 'God's Ways'.

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Gurney, Ivor. “The Volunteer.” Poetry Codex, poetrycodex.com/poem/gurney/0/.

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Gurney, Ivor. “The Volunteer.” Poetry Codex. https://poetrycodex.com/poem/gurney/0/.

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