The Mind
At the Ebb
From Ardours and Endurances (1917)
Alone upon the monotonous ocean's verge
I take my stand, and view with heavy eye
The grey wave rise. I hear its sullen surge,
Its bubbling rush and sudden downward sigh....
My friends are dead ... there fades from me the light
Of her warm face I loved; upon me stare
In the dull noon or deadest hour of night
The smiling lips and chill eyes of Despair.
A light wind blows.... I hear the low wave steal
In and collapse like a despondent breath.
My life has ebbed: I neither see nor feel:
I am suspended between life and death.
Again the wave caves in. O, I am worn
Smoother than any pebble on the beach!
I would dissolve to that whence I was born,
Or alway bide beyond the long wave's reach.
O Will, thou only strengthener of man's heart
When all is gone--love and the love of friends,
When even Earth's comfort has become a part
Of that futility nor breaks nor mends:
Strengthen me now against these utmost wrongs;
Stay my wrecked spirit within thy control,
That men may find some fury in my songs
Which, like strong wine, shall fortify the soul.
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MLA
Nichols, Robert. “At the Ebb.” Poetry Codex, poetrycodex.com/poem/nichols/30/.
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Nichols, Robert. “At the Ebb.” Poetry Codex. https://poetrycodex.com/poem/nichols/30/.
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