Arts & Sciences

The Revenge

by Amy Lowell 1874–1925

From Ballads for Sale (1927)

Arts & Sciences

All night I read a little book,
A very little book it was.
It had a pretty, shimmering look

Like silver threaded into gauze.

I read it till the windows turned
Into blue ghosts which stared at me.
The fire tittered as it burned.

A dwarfish sneer perched on my knee."

Who was it put the poison there?
Who has conceived this hellish thing --
To lay a sightless, soundless snare

Amid its lovely whispering?

So gently came the rush of rhymes,
So lightly breathed the poison in --
Who thinks of cinquecento crimes,

White hellebore on jessamine?

I took that little shy, sleek book
And set a crimson match to it.

It crinkled like a freshet brook,
And flaked and vanished, bit by bit.

There was no book my hands could hold,
No book my eyes could ever see,
But round my head it ran, a bold

Ironical phylactery.

I cannot read the book again,

But there's no need, it scalds my head,
A strip of livid, living pain

I shall not lose till I am dead.

For hate is old as eagle peaks,
And hate is new as sunrise gulls,
And hate is ravening vulture beaks

Descending on a place of skulls.

Hate is a torch, hate is a spur,
Hate will accomplish my design:
The author's first biographer!

I pray, O Hate, that task be mine.

I shall not need to criticize
Nor look the subject up at all,
But simply turn round both my eyes

And gaze at my brain's inner wall.

There I shall see a fresco wreath
Of letters moulded of dried tears,
And annotated underneath

The things I've thought and thought for years.
'I will be a pleasant job, I think,
To crumble up those dusty tears,
And stir them thickly in my ink;

Hate paid at last his long arrears.

My foot-notes will enrich the brew
With colours I've brought back from Hell.
I'll write down all I ever knew.

By Satan's ears, I'll write it well!

By Satan's tongue! I'll tell the truth,
And not one word will add to it,
From his egregious, twisted youth

To his last frozen torture fit.

I'll write down his biography
So that the world will die of laughter.
I'll pin him like a squirming fly,
A comic spasm of hereafter.

I'll make his sins a jig of mirth,
His loves so many masterpieces
Of high derision. I will dig

Bare the cold roots of his caprices.

I'll sling about him every soul
He squeezed and drained to give him drink.
His wife gone mad -- I'll make it droll.
Bless the Hell colours in my ink!

I'll leave him not a decent rag
Of tragedy to wrap about him.
I'll hang him up as a red flag

Till every street boy learns to shout him.

I've taken up a pretty whim,
But, tit for tat, he had his chance.

And I may end by blessing him,
My partner in this ghoulish dance.

He slew me for a time, admitted;
But I shall slay him for all time.
Poor shrivelled clown whom I've outwitted,

I pardon you your poisoned rhyme.

Go peacefully, for I have done
With you and your false book is dead.
There's sorrow, too, in having won.

Go softly then, and go well sped.

MLA

Lowell, Amy. “The Revenge.” Poetry Codex, poetrycodex.com/poem/lowell_a/462/.

Chicago

Lowell, Amy. “The Revenge.” Poetry Codex. https://poetrycodex.com/poem/lowell_a/462/.

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