Love
Love-Distraught, My Heart and Soul
Translated by E. J. W. Gibb (1905) · From A History of Ottoman Poetry, vol. IV (1905)
Love-distraught, my heart and soul are gone for naught to beauties fair;
All my patience and endurance spent on torn and shredded spare.
Once I bared her lovely bosom, whereupon did calm and peace
Forth my breast take flight, but how I wist not, nay, nor why, nor where.
Paynim mole, and paynim tresses, paynim eyes, I cry ye grace;
All thy cruel beauty's kingdom is but Paynimrie, I swear.
Kisses on her neck and kisses on her bosom promised she;
Woe is me, for now the Paynim rues the troth she pledged while-ere.
Such the winsome grace wherewith she showed her locks 'neath her fez.
Whatsoever wight beheld her gazed bewildered then and there.
'Sorrowing for whom,' thou askest, 'weeps Nedim so passing sore?'
Ruthless, 'tis for thee that all men weep and wail in drear despair.
Codex Note
A ghazel about the lover's ruin by the beloved's beauty, in which the lover calls her a 'Paynim' (infidel) in each couplet, a refrain of wounded affection.
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